going back to my university to collect the convocation robe was a disaster, a nightmare, a hell.
i know that university never meant for me as it did not give me the comfort zone i need. i usually suffered there (now i have a better life, thank God).
i being backstabbed at the univ,
people being biased,
i have to do zillion ‘tasks’ before i can get to something (e.g. walking for miles from counter to counter just to collect my hostel key; and now it happens again with the robe collection T_T bureaucracy~)

ok forget about the univ (it gives me the chill, really. not a good chill i could say)
now to my updated life
sadly i have to resign from my current job.
the job where i meet excellent people. the friendliest bunch i have ever encountered in my life. i will miss them all.
i’ll be working with the government real soon. and this should be exciting/challenging.
most important thing is; i have my friend with me, to start the new job.
so it may be ok :]

sorry i can’t get over this, cause i wanna shout: my university sucks BIG time.

i heard rumors
we’ll gonna move to a new office soon, right?
and i know our ceo has a high taste in everything. (hah)
so.. i heard we’re gonna have a google-office-like office! wuhou. heard there’s tv, pool table, bar and stuff. how cool is that (if the rumors are true.. lol) if it’s true, well it’s gonna be better than google office (google office is the nicest.. but but!) since i work pleasantly while working in a good environment, it’s gonna be better.
pleasant=going home on time, &i dun work on weekends, &i hv fun officemates.. wahah

i prefer to have a comfy life and earn ok-ish
rather than having a miserable life with lotsa money.
i dun want that

on the other side,
i like another guy. hah. but i doubt he likes me that way.
ah well. being his friend is already a bliss for me.

why things like this happen?
someone likes someone without a return.

i posted a comment about a blogger, a malaysian blogger who distributed his porn cartoon on the internet and blamed the petrol hike of his action.
i said there; if he’s a pervert, stays a pervert. there’s nothing to do with the petrol hike.
(true, right? normal people act normal on petrol hike like they tried to improve their lifestyle, or at worst; they whined.)

then came this super-stranger-i-guess-he’s-a-pervert too,
said i was too sensitive and dats i’m a virgin; that’s why i opposed the malaysian blogger attitude thingy (from above paragraph).
i mean weheyy if you are not a virgin, dude (i bet he’s not married yet) there’s nothing good to show off. you shouldn’t feel proud at all. this type of fella masturbates the WHOLE TIME. gross i know.
and what up with the virginity thingy? does it has anything to do with my opinion?
if i am married anyway, i will still oppose those perverts on internet.
why? cause they are stupid (example; show off their ass for the whole world to see.. for free! haha free or not, it’s still idiotic).

this type of person tries to prove wrong things are right.
but wrong things stay wrong.
it stays wrong despite of whatever you say and of how non-virgin you are. IT IS STILL WRONG, dude.
it has nothing to do with sensitivity.
oh wait it does.
sensitivity makes me sane.
not like you perverts out there who stripped off in front of your computer screen and think it is right all the way *whistling*

i found myself too lazy to reply text messages too, i wonder why.

by this time may b my texting friends already hate me.. haha.

there were few guys all around me.
and funny, i don’t even like any of them ‘that way’.
i hope i can chase them off.. lol.
mean thinking, i know.
but i’m just too tired to deal with everyone at one time.

everyone was asking me out.
i’m not just talking about guys;
i’m also talking about girlfriends.
everyone.
i am dizzy thinking of how many outings that i have to attend.
may be i should not go out at all.
cause i am too tired.
leave me alone, people.
T_T
(tired)

i like that people like to talk to each other in the office.
i like that they like to talk to me.. haha.
like, they’ll cruising around aimlessly and drop at anyone’s cubicle and start to say hi or something.
and they love cracking up jokes.
i love my office.
i hope i won’t pass my government-job-related exams, so i won’t have to work with government (at least for now)
cause working with government means you have to travel a lot
facing people (not all but they exist yaww) that are busy-body, envious, narrow-minded (i said not all! my mom’s working with government and she’s all fine).. that sort of thing.
but my office’s moving out somewhere soon.
may be at the end of this year.
and i am PRAYING for our office not to move out to that secluded place.. cyberjaya.
(it’s secluded, alright. and not happening.. haha)

i would like to apologize to cyberjaya people.

i will be more than glad to talk about guys.
(it’s our favourite topic, right? hoho. well for me, yeah <– not ashamed at all )
but i am too lazy at this point and i am a bit sleepy.
i need to finish some other things before i’m going to bed.
can’t wait for thursday.
cheerio!

today, i found another pubic hair in the toilet.
like my 4th time.
what’s with anyone on the 16th floor and pubic hair?
does their pubic hair falls off easily?
ok i know, gross topic. change topic, please!

new incomers (in the office). four of them.
i was ok with them. one of them look snobbish.
well i dunno, may be i was wrong. haha.
still, i think he looks snobbish (o gee repeated statement. thank you)

omg.
the troop is expanding!
the nice, cute C was gossiping me too!
C, i couldn’t believe.. you too??!
now who’s on my side? o gee. my my.

later.
have a great weekend, everyone!
and happy august!

my computer at office was(is?) being problematic after it’s been reformatted.
i thought reformatting will solve problem.
solve performance problem; yes.
BUT server connection problem; NO.
poor H had to come solving each and every problem that occurred. haha. had to come to my desk and did this, did that (it’s his job still).
one time he suggested me to throw the darn PC outside the window (we worked on 16th floor for your info) yes i think that was a good idea.. hoho.

bouncingbunny (not real name of course, i’m calling her this cuz she’s happy like she bounces or something.. lol) was eagerly (and happily) waited for the monthly salary. it’s not out yet. the accountant just came today. so may be we’ll get this month’s salary tomorrow. or next week. ah, gee when i get it, i wanna go eat. HAHA

i planned to watch batman the dark knight with A this weekend, but i have other things to do.
oo heath ledger.. can you wait??!
(bloody hell he can’t hear you)

haha. i’ll update my life here later ;]

office stuff.
well today there’s a big meeting between my superiors and some investors. mostly australians.
then anne came out from the board room with a slow shout, “omg, how cute!”
she was referring to someone in the board room. one of the investors i think.
i was wondering who he was.. hahaha.
then after they all left at noon,
they also left some leftovers cake and sandwiches wrapped on a tiny plate.
and also starbucks coffee ;]
so everyone in the office (except me, cuz i don’t eat banana cake or an egg sandwich).. rushed to take the food and had it as their lunch.
i on the other hand, went out with suzy getting my rice

oh oh the gossip hunk series?
well R did not fail to gossip me everyday with H.
but today when they asked me H’s number.. i said “i don’t have his number. it proves that i don’t have anything suspicious with him.” HAHAHA. and it’s proved, right?
we’re just friends!